Don't understand and will never understand what's the fucking trills of having several lovers at one time. Yeah, people are always never contented. And I admit I am too. But I don't do stupid things.. at least not things that I think is stupid.

Suddenly while just lying on the back, i got a flash of my past. nope, im not dying soon. It's just that I've been supressing that awful memories of mine. And sometimes it just pop out out of nowhere. Then, you will just think it was nothing right since it happened eons ago. But least did u expect was that it still hurts and sting your eyes.

It seemed so weird that Im emo. Its weird. very weird. Lareina is never emo. But lareina is just human. and now I finally believe that all those useless drama I watched, it's true. After all, all these useless dramas are written by human. Sometimes, I can't stop thinking why humans have to be so clever and smart and complicated. We could have just stick to the primate period where what we only worried is how to get our food cooked. People wants to go back to their childhood. But its not that simple anymore. Even children have many stress and problem caused by adults like me and you and them. So yeah, we should build a time machine and bring everybody back to dino age. We can all wear fashionable slip-on dresses and bones on our hairs like wilma flintstone and her best fwen, betty whoever her name is.

Okay woah, I sidetracked. And that's the love of writing..... and bullshiting.
I LOVE BULLSHIT.