Im sad.
Im disappointed.
Is that what you think I am? Why didnt you think that sometimes it was me that I feel that I am not your best friend?

Firstly, I got to clarify! When that time you call me, the next day I did ask Yu Xiang. She says she knows about it and so it will be just four of us. I thought that she had talk to you about it. So I never call you back. I did not know that you did not know about it! Maybe it was partly my fault. I have not been meeting you for a VERY long time so you thought that I had new friends and forgot about you.

NO!!

I was really busy! I had to busy about the second round of my IG – EMP. I also had to deal with a FUCKING BASTARD that are constantly hurting and insulting me and my friends.

When you tell me about all your friends that you had in JC, I was really happy that you got so many friends and you will not feel lonely in JC. So when I could not see you often, they can take over my place for you.

BUT… you did not consider about me at all. All you know is to say that I PS you. I know I got really PS you [for reason] many times. So I am really sorry about that.

I am not perfect BEST FRIEND! So dun expect too much from me.

I HATE MELVIN QUEK!!

how can you doubt my character and think that im tt type of person?!? You are then the one who been changing what you have been saying! you say i alway keep contradicting myself. then what about you when ur speech in msn and in person changes so much?!? you ae just a HYPOCRITE!!

when you say.. your PM no personal attack rite? ..

it juz show evrything. you are saying that i would pick on you just because you are under me!! I DUN DO THAT!!

Fucking Bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucking parents!! alway quarrel and drag us in. i dun like their bloody attitude! fuck you!

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i am very tired! DAMN TIRED~

The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is LOVE and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with you family or hang with your friends. You're a very emotonal person and you cant possibly survive without love in your life.You're really funloving and can make most people laugh (i kinda envy you for that),you also probably have tons and tons of friends not to mention all the people who envy you secretly and will try to invade your private life, if you let them too close - and all that just because you're such a nice person.Watch out though - a person such as you is very vulnerable when it comes to trusting. Don't over do it...as optimistic a you are, in reality there are many treators. In love you can only find happyness with someone opposite to you (like..character i mean). He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly special and unique. If you find that person, the two of you'll be like Cindarella and her prince charming.

AND this is so damn TRUE!! this is some quiz i taken on What Makes Me Happy

He really disappoints me. He is no longer the close FWEN I knew. ASSY – that is what we call him. I can never trust him. I must take note what he says carefully just in case I fall into his trap. He is so Serious and a Stress to us. He has ulterior motive. He cannot stand it when other does better than him. He is finally showing his true colour. I am afraid.

He is Mel.

I have not written my blog for a VERY long time. Hello! I am VERY BUSY! So now I write about some interesting things that had happen.

Right now I have FOUR stuff on now that keeps me VERY busy. Mentorship Programme, EMP showcase, setting up new IG and volunteer in Singapore Street Festival 2006.

Before that, I want to talk about the EMO A! I think he has give up on himself. And I do not know how to help him. Nobody can help him except for himself. Haiz.

I have wanted to quit my job and find another one. There is nothing to hold me behind except for MZ. She treats me very good and I felt guilty that if I leave they will have lesser people. I am so sorry but I will still leave eventually. Sorry!

Another saddening thing is that I GOT E FOR COMMUNICATION UT! *cry* but I will buck up. I got friends who can help me. I LOVE them!

Let us talk about other thing now. No more SAD stuff!

One interesting news! I saw.. Javier Yong with his girlfriend at Woodlands Bus Interchange! At first, I did not really recognize him. So I look more closely and they SOMEMORE kiss! Haha! I saw that scene.

Next, I want to say that I got into EMP first round! But this does not mean anything. We had to put up a showcase which we are not so sure what to do yet. We also had to solve one problem before that. That is.. We had six people instead of five. We are pleading sponge BOB now. Hope we - 6Bonez (just . C . Jojo . ANN . lareina . KAY . Melvin) can overcome any barriers because we are the mobSTA!

Me, Ann Kay, Jojo, Mel and Daniels are going to start a new IG! It is models IG but have not exactly start yet. We still need approval from facilitator. Right now, we are going to organize a MODELs FEVER to try to create a happening in RP.

I have been going out for SSF. I keep reaching home at about 12.my mom has been worrying about me. But I am a grown-up now. I will take care of myself. We went to the SSF opening ceremony on 2nd of June and saw many people. I saw Kumar, [he has a very SMALL waist] Maia Lee, Elim Chew, Balakrishnan and Wang Jian Fu. [He is shuai!] After that, our usual mobSTA gang went to eat LJS and we saw Lee Yin Wei, one of the Campus Superstar. He really not very handsome and he is not as good as he is on the TV. Next, we went to MacDonald because I had to submit my RJ. Some funny thing happened there. Jojo put down her hair and act like Sadako to scare Mel but in vain. Mel did not even look at her! We all laugh our heads off. Mel did not see Jojo even when she sits beside her. That is the joke of the day.

On 5th of June, we had rehearsal and we went to Woodlands CC to look at the place. It is not very nice. Next, Ann Kay, Mel, Fiona and me went to watch a movie – She the Man. It is very hilarious and a great movie. But Mel does not know how to appreciate it. He says it is more suitable for girls to watch. SEXIST! After that we sent Fiona to MRT and we went to the interchange to talk and take photo. Ann kay tries to style Mel hair. I took some photo on Mel acting cute. Haha!

On 6th of June, Ann Kay and I went to Coffee Bean at Taka [if I am not wrong] and think of some reasons for EMP. Mel is late. We accompany him to Cineleisure and he goes to SSF while we went SHOPPING! We went to Far East and Ann Kay bought a personalized hat. We were thinking of making one for everyone in EMP. We went back to Cineleisure and watch some performances. We wait for Mel and Al then we go home.

On 7th of June, in the morning all 6 of us except Justin meet up to think of reasons and group name for EMP. We are now called 6Bonez. Then I went to SSF to help out. There is nothing much to help and we just be the audience and cheer for them. I love the Infinite Sound. They rock! They played nice songs.

Today, 8th of June, I finally had time to blog. And.. TaDAA this is my post for now.