How hateful it is when your anger level is starting to cool down and she will just do one fucking thing to ruin your whole mood. How nice.

Some people just have this fucking attitude when she already knows and yet she does absolutely nothing to stop it. If you disturb someone, it is still okay. Some people just got talk loud loud and kp when I'm sleeping. And you know what some people kp-ing about? Oh, this some people is scolding her own mother very loudly across the room to the kitchen! How nice. How super nice.

Then, because of all this rowdy noise, no matter how tired I am, I can't really sleep fully. I keep is half sleep nia. Well, then this some people just got to say something to satisfy her i-need-to-say-someone-bad-for-me-to-look-good disorder. So guess what she says?!

"Stop faking sleep to avoid doing housework!!"

Oh, how fucking nice to enjoy my sleep. Even when I wake up also cannot let me go. Some people just have to irritate people. Even talking about it makes my blood boil!! Whatever, dowana talk about it.

Some people just sucks. And it's nana-ically proven NO CURE! No way is there a fucking cure. Fucking hate her.

It's not that I don't want to update blog BUT it's just that
(a) I'm lazy.
(b) I'm in holiday SLACKING mood. (holiday soon yeah!)
(c) since I'm slacking so there are not much things to blog about. I can't possibly blog about how I slack the whole day away right?!

Holiday coming. I seriously need to find a job soon. Why I apply so many, I still don't seem to get any reply yet?? I hope I can work at hgm. SUPER near. Worse come to worse, if I still don't get any reply, then I go interview at Pepper lunch! Haha.

Tomorrow is the last day of this semester. I decided, REALLY decided to reserve the 10 skippable days for the last two week of Semester 2!! REALLY!! So people, please don't seduce me. I easily kena influenced by others.

lalala~ I go watch tv lo! that's all for now!!

Quote of the day: Never go out with
Smally Wally Teeny Weeny Christiney!!
Or else she will burn a hole of your pocket.

Haha. Christine, dun be angry if you see this.
Haha, I'm just stating the truth.

I don't know what exactly had happened today. All I just know that when's there Christine, there will be this mysterious force behind you pushing you to SHOP, SHOP, SHOP and SPEND, SPEND, SPEND! Even she said so. So cannot blame me for saying this. Actually, all I wanted to buy is just a simple formal blouse for the ushering event this coming saturday.

So first, gen said G2000 got big sale and they sell this type of clothes. So me and Christine went to compass point to buy the blouse. So yup, there's really a big sale BUT where's the blouse. They got the blouse but it's all so fugly and not suitable. It's either not totally white or they have auntie-liked collars, sleeves and design so on and so forth.

Then, next we go some other places to find it. We went to Metro and found a not so bad one, BUT it cost 40 bucks. It's totally out of my budget. So bo bian, we went to a few more places but none is suitable. I want a blouse that I could wear it to the ushering events and also one that I can just wear it to school, maybe putting a tie with it together. It will be like killing two birds with one stone!

So Compass point don't have. We proceed to the next shopping mall - Hougang Mall. There's a few shop that sells that. And LUCKY~! I finally found the suitable blouse for me. Then, they also having Mega Sale 20% discount. Then, I just nice got This Fashion Member Card then, got 30% sale. Somemore, the original price is just 17 bucks. So the total cost after discount is only 12 bucks! Cheap! And I'm so happy.

Then, Christ say wan go buy earring at Hougang Plaza. So we went there, but she tempted me. I resisted as hard as I could but I really got this fetish for cute and beautiful earrings. So too bad, I lost. Christ won and say bye bye to my money. Haha and Ibought some clips that I really wanted to buy for very long! It is all Christ's fault. heehee :p

Then next while walking towards Hougang Mall, suddenly Christ said she felt like piercing ears. I, too. wanted it as well. So she psycho me to pierce together with her. Then, once again, me the easy prey fell to her trap. Ahhhh~~ Err, so yup..

I PIERCE MY EAR!

And guess what is the colour of the ear stud?? Of course it is GREEN la. dumbass. Haha. The piercing is not as painful as I thought it would be. So it seems okay. Hope that it won't get infected and hope no one accidentally hit my ear or I will "accidentally" hit the person back.

So in the end, I spend quite alot today. I am a bad girl. No job no money still anyhow spend money. BUT once awhile should reward myself or my psychological cycle might not be balanced. But of course, I cannot always rely on this materialistic happiness.

At least, I'm happy. SUPER happy :D

P.S. go job interview!!

Happy Birthday, Germaine Quek!!

12 August, Germaine's birthday. But we celebrated a day early. Today mummy cooked duck, fried chicken wing, etc... It was yummy. Hmm.. the taste still stays in my mouth. I can say germaine is really a lucky and very fortunate girl. On her birthday, she get a $100 plus worth of a Hello Kitty soft toy with two sets of clothes. So expensive, right? But who cares anyway. As long as she is happy on her own special day.

I believe that everyone should celebrate their birthday as though it is a very grand thing to do. It is special and unique, isn't it? And we can only celebrate once a year. I hope to give people happiness on their birthdays. And I wish my next birthday will be better than this year. (hope I won't fall sick again)

There is some birthdays that I still can distinctly remember. My 9 years old birthday is celebrated at Macdonald party. The cake is huge and everyone can eat one whole meal. For a kid, of course I am very happy to play with my friends and I get to eat Mac. Now you asked me to eat Mac, I also don't want to go near it. Then, I remember the flour fight with Petrina and few friends on my 15 or 16 birthday. I can't really remember now. I even remember that Pet gave me a pair of green star shaped earrings on my 17th birthday if I'm not wrong. And this year, she gave me her ownself hand made shoes!! Haha.

Birthday is so cool. When's mine coming?! :p

Hougang is a fun fun place to slack on friday night.

I was super lucky today. First, a call from petrina. I haven talk to her for like ages. I really suddenly miss her alot. Then, at gelare I saw yushuang! It's really like meeting old fwens day. Then then then, guess who I saw next.. It's Pet!!! So coincidence. So I was so happy that I gave her a tight hug. But too bad the bus had came and I can't talk to her any longer. I miss everyone suddenly. Haha.

Oh, and...
I love mingyee. (Of course)
I love zinc. (maybe not)
I love christine. (more like I scared of her)
I love barbra. (NO way)

I don't like Simin. Cos she's not there to enjoy the fun that we are having. Plus, it will not be fun if we can't get to bully her together. Woohoo! All I can say that is we girls are really pigs! We went to two places to have our dinner AND our deserts. Firstly, the most common place for lazy people to get the so called decent meals - KFC!

KFC. I thought that everyone will be damn full after the meal. But they said they want to go Gelare and eat.


And I was like huh?! still can eat arh? So I just accompany them and decided not to eat cos I was really really damn full. But... something miraculously happened to my tummy. All the bloatedness and full-ness are all gone. And my tummy is ready to welcome any waffle or icecream. Weird huh? So the five of us gobbled down 2 frutti tutti waffles. (or whatever it was been called) One is honey malt crunch, very very nice choice. I recommended it to them. Haha. Another one is rum and raisin.



Then next we ordered two sundaes. One was Berry Cherry Sundae and another one was Nuts About Chocolate. Yummy! Now you can understand why all the fullestness was being lifted away. It was a very indulging night for me. No way am I going to do that for like few weeks or maybe few months. Christine said laugh more can lose all this extra gained calories. But we WERE laughing through the whole night. It was like laughing - lose calories and indulging on icecreams - gain calories. So in the end, no gain no lose.

D-A-M-N!
(copyrighted by smally wally teeney weeny christiney)

SingFest 2007
I've been there. The music was superb. But don't get the wrong idea. I am not filthy rich enough to pay 100 plus bucks to watch the concert. I went there to work! Somemore, it is $10 per hour!! (WOW) Although I just worked for 5 hours and earn only $50, but there are like 1 and a half hour there to slack. I earn $10 just by sitting down and drinking water.

The busy period is about near 7pm to 8pm. There were a super long queue. Oh ya, I didn't told you what I have been working as. I went there, wore a black Heineken T-shirt and no no, I didn't went there as beer girl. It is just by getting the customers' orders and tapping the beer for them. It's super fun and you get to listen to all the fabulous (but kinda deafening) music. It's really a very easy job! I love it and I had lots of fun there. I want to go for more of such events and earn more money!

To my lovely and beloved sister, Charmaine (not! :p)
Please forget the fucking bastard.

Tell me you will do the same as the image above has depicted. In case you are too dumb to interpret the picture above, you can simply ask your most beautiful and cutest sister, ME and I will be glad to be of your service.

:p :p :p

NC16
No children under the age of 16, Parents Advisory.
This post will be filled with colourful language and crude words. Children under 16 cannot view this post including you, Charmaine. But since this post is especially for you then you have got to read it if not it will be totally waste my efforts.
So, read it.

:p :p :p

In my opinion, I feel that you do not truly love him. Well... maybe you did. But you had only loved all the happy memories that you had with him, not that person himself. Yeah, not that fugly guy with the bad hairdo and the short height. (who cares if he's taller than me, he's still short.)

What's the point of clinging on to that guy when you can start dating the guy named A**** and make we, sisters proud by having all our boyfriends' (or NOT in gen's case) names starting with the letter A??

Break up - it means that you two are incompatible. Even if both of you really are, you also won't have to wait till duno like a million years and still he never even really contact you at all. Your relationship with him are dead. DEAD. D E A D! You could have patched back long ago and you would not even have to cry into your already smelly pillows almost every night. Please la, Charmaine Ho, wake up from this should-have-already-wake-up dream.

And even so what if now he comes back to you and breaks up with that girl named Yanru? (what a not nice name) You think his love for you will still be the same? Do you think that this so called puppy love will be so pure and passionate love?? AND... come on la, I don't think he will even have thought of asking you patch back with him. Even if he did ask you now, you will still be so dumb to accept him back meh? I, no no no, all your fwens and family plus like a million people would tell you not to dream on and will definitely BAN you from him.

YUP! Approval denied. Case closed.

No matter how sweet he is to you, it is really all in the past. Maybe I am not in the position to say this since I have not break up with anyone yet (hopefully NOT) but I can still say this because all has not happen yet! Hohoho.

So I can't change the past. (you can't too!) Well, I cannot predict the future too. So all we got to do now is live happily through the present (and not spend time to think about that bastard) so it can make a difference to the future.

Why not give it a try? It might just work. You never know what will happen mah. So by the way, just in case in the future I meet the same problem like yours, remember to laugh at me and show me this stupid post and then embarrass me in front of the public yelling at how dumbass I am. Like you.

Haha.

:p :p :p

Love,
your sister Lareina (don't think you will still love me after you see this post but whatever!)

Last few days have been real damn hectic and busy for me, with the rehearsal for the PM Visit and to be a stagehand at the J.U.M.P party. Whoa, busy busy BUSY! So I have no time to blog at all. And after all this hectic schedule, I managed to take a break (like now) to come and blog about what has happened over these few days. Okay okay, I admit. I don't have any free time to blog at all. I am now in the library when I am supposed to be in the classroom. Whatever, I don't care, I need this break to reward myself and to recoup for the normal amount of eight hour sleep that I missed.

Okay, so to begin with this post, I shall start from last Sunday. Last Sunday, as usual I was rotting at home but not just me alone. My dear fat cat, heehee opps i mean my dear alvin and Jimmy came my house. Wonder why they came and what they do?? Well, they just rot at my house except that Jimmy do sai kang like tuning the guitar and trying to fix my desktop. (but in the end didn't succeed) Afterwards, we played some cards and slack and slack all the way. It was slacking at home. I should enjoy it as much as I can till I find a job and no longer can I be spotted at home during the weekends.

And then, Monday came. Monday is also a busy day for me. I had to go to the J.U.M.P full dress rehearsal and I didn't get enough sleep that night. I didn't know why but I just keep falling in and out of the sleep which is so sickening as I really do loved to enjoy my sleep. I went there and just try to know all the stuff that is done and then followed Sue around. It was kinda busy that I didn't get to eat dinner (or should I say lunch) till the rehearsal was nearly finished at around 9 plus. While I was following Sue around and trying to familiarize with the places, I was also constantly having cramps, no it is not menses cramp, it's gastric cramp. Then, PHEW~ everything is over after a short debrief by the stage manager, Jessie. When I went back to finish the food, I saw something that was so touching. Somehow, the packed lunch (which consisted of rice, chicken wing, a meatball and egg with onion) had a drastic magical change. The scrambled eggs grew feets, walks away and separated itself with the onion! And the magician is none other than Qizhen. She is really very thoughtful. She knew that I was not feeling that well and knew that I hated the onions, so she helped me remove the onion. Damn nice, right? It made that night worthwhile and I finished the packed lunch (or dinner) very quickly.

And finally, *drum rolling* the day you have been waiting for, The PM Visit!! Nothing special about it, just that everyone was real high that night. I saw fadhil at the most front stage and there was this one time when he climbed up the stage and dropped himself into the crowds. It is quite cool and luckily he was saved and nobody dropped him on the floor unlike some unlucky one who tried three times and three times he failed. Haha poor unfortunate soul! And then there's this super fat girl with big ass and huge boobs, along with two other boys acting like houseflies flying around her. They went out of the crowd and started to dance like nobody's business. I know it is not wrong to dance but with that girl's physical mass and her face is enough to make people puke. She wore those supposed-to-be sexy V necked mini dress with a tube inside and dances in those clubbing style. Those putting your both hands, clenched in front of her bouncy breast and vibrating and shaking your ass hard. The image will be real hot and sexy except that you had replace a hot babe with a fat chick. Eww, just imagine it. Then, everyone just wanted to keep partying on and refused to go home. I was practically begging them to just go home and stop dancing. Because... If I am any later than 11pm, I confirm have no bus to go home. Luckily dear was there to send me home. But however I am still late and got to take cab home. What a waste of money. This may be the reason why I hated taking taxi.

The next day, Wednesday is holiday. It is a day to rest at home for those dancey people who went to the J.U.M.P. party. I should be resting at home too and believe me, I was really tired. BUT... it was a rare opportunity to have a holiday on wednesday so that means it's Going Out Day. Yeah, so I went out and meet my dear and slack with him till about 3. Then we took cab (sponsored by his brother) to the driving centre because he is going to take his basic theory test. Afterwards, we sat bus down to Sengkang to meet Char then meet Jimmy at AMK Hub. Guess what are doing?? Nope, it is not illegal gathering. It's Movie Nights Out! Yeah baby yeah! We went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. Seriously, I think that on the whole, the movie is great. The settings are just wondrously beautiful. The camera angles that the shots were taken are cool. I don't understand why people like to compare it with the book then get disappointed with it. Come on man, just think, do you think the whole book could fit into 2 hours movie? Or you rather watch them played the whole sequence of it but watched it for 5 hours. People will get bored, YOU will get bored. I think that they had done the best to sqeeuse the main part of the story in. If it was you, could you have done the same thing? It is true that they changed a few parts here and there. So instead of complaining and dissapointing, why don't you just treat it as a whole new movie regardless of that book? Just think of it that you are watching this new movie that has no whatsoever relation with J.K Rowling. I guess you will be like me and will love the movie. Because I choose the path I want to. Like what Sirius told Harry in the movie, he is a nice guy that are having bad stuff happening around him. You choose it. So I decided to choose to be happy with the movie. Except that I realised that they left out Quidditch which is kinda weird. Afterall, Quidditch matches are quite significant thru out the previous four movies. Then after the movie, it was getting quite late so we just went home. Dear and Jimmy sent me and my sis home. Then at the bus stop I think I saw this guy named Wen Chong or whatever his name was. His face still look irritating as usual. And he is a real bad gossiper. He recognizes me as secondary schoolmates and talk so loud to his gay partner that my sis overheard it. Even a deaf person like me also heard what he said. Then, he starts to talk about me and dear wearing the same specs. Lame la.

These few days after the PM visit, I have been thinking quite alot about trust. Not that I am sad or what, but I feel that this thing keeps haunting me. I am constantly reminded of what has been done to me. Call me sensitive or think-too-much. If it was you, you won't be like me who can actually smile and joke with the person that has caused this thing. You regret? Yes I regret too. I know I should not regret but yes, I still do. But I do not regret of what has happened. I regret knowing you. To tell you the truth, I lose complete trust in you and there is no way that we could be more than just Hi-Bye fwen. Everything is DONE-ed. There is no 'rewind' button that you can hit and no no, it will not be the same anymore.

And that's about it. So now you understand why I would be so tired and reluctant to go to class. And yo people, I am not EMO forever. So don't take my previous post so seriously. I was finding a way to vent my frustration and it helps. And so Super Happy Nana is back. Yo!

P.S. Photos will be updated soon.