Today is third day of cny. Enjoyed myself vry much. But the dreadful part always have to come. That is to start wrk or sch. Lucky shuang. Lucky bitch no wrk, no sch.

Still spending like no other's business. Haven reached the age of 21, i already give those closed ones angbao. People would say for what?! No money still give.. True, it sucks. But its out of respect and to kinda pay back to those who took great pain to look aft me when i was young.

So im broke. Thats the moral of story. Haha.

Today quarreled with alvin. Asked him to come my hse to visit my mum but he wants to go casino. Understand chew's feeling. Just felt angry and neglected. Then all the past thingys he did came back and the fury came up. Bad bad me. But its something i cant control. And if i did control, it wun be the real me. Yeah, the bitchy real me.