Don't understand and will never understand what's the fucking trills of having several lovers at one time. Yeah, people are always never contented. And I admit I am too. But I don't do stupid things.. at least not things that I think is stupid.

Suddenly while just lying on the back, i got a flash of my past. nope, im not dying soon. It's just that I've been supressing that awful memories of mine. And sometimes it just pop out out of nowhere. Then, you will just think it was nothing right since it happened eons ago. But least did u expect was that it still hurts and sting your eyes.

It seemed so weird that Im emo. Its weird. very weird. Lareina is never emo. But lareina is just human. and now I finally believe that all those useless drama I watched, it's true. After all, all these useless dramas are written by human. Sometimes, I can't stop thinking why humans have to be so clever and smart and complicated. We could have just stick to the primate period where what we only worried is how to get our food cooked. People wants to go back to their childhood. But its not that simple anymore. Even children have many stress and problem caused by adults like me and you and them. So yeah, we should build a time machine and bring everybody back to dino age. We can all wear fashionable slip-on dresses and bones on our hairs like wilma flintstone and her best fwen, betty whoever her name is.

Okay woah, I sidetracked. And that's the love of writing..... and bullshiting.
I LOVE BULLSHIT.

OMG i just saw that i upload a picture of me showing my undies unknowingly and Gen had to tag me to tell me to remove it.

It's been long I've written anything down. It might be stupid as well. cos no mood to write, no time to write.

Birthday confirmed at Hometeam @ Bukit Batok.
YES, it's at Bukit Batok.
It would be quite difficult for people to go. But hey, whoever I invited u must come okay?!

After just 1 day, ive cooled down and feel terribly bad.


Dun like this feeling.....

Today i was fierce to someone close to me. But i don't think i'm in the wrong.

I reject zinc's invitation and asked my mum to allow me to play mj at my hse cos u requested and all i get is nonstop complain about my cotton the miniute u reach ny hse.

If u dowan to play, dun waste time. Pet took cab down and u show no remorse. I feel sad and angry at the same time. Angry about all the shit u've done but sad cos as a very close fwen, u still do this kind of shit to me.

Definitely not the first time u saw cotton. Defintely gave u enough time to reject if u dowana. Definitely have tried to keep cotton locked in the cage but u still squirmed and complain. What else can i do?! Everyone's mood is ruined cos of u.. And probably cos im angry and the others duno how to face it.

Time to take off ur shoe and wear mine or the others instead.