Haiz. STOP QUARRELLING!! You two are so fucked up la. Im feeling damn stressed already. Stop adding more burden and be a good dad and mom. Dun bring work stress back to home and throws all your temper on us! Fuck~
I SKIP UT!!
Oh well... Who Cares Anyway?!?
Shit man! Im VEH tired. And it is not because that i have not enough sleep. I slept at abt 10pm yesterday! So you know why i am so tired?!?
Well... Because i come my menses! I don't know but when i come my menses, i will feel veh tired although i come very little compared to other girls. I am damn tired but i still come to blog. If not people start coming to me and will keep calling me to blog. But the thing is, my life now is still quite okay. No ups and down that often now. Oh ya.. Maybe i will have PMS. i said maybe.. so it may not happen too. HAHA~ Today im going to VIVO city with Annkay for an interview. I want to work at VIVO!! Haha. I never work in retail before so this should be a new experience for me. BUT seriously i don't know why. I still feel like work as a waitress. maybe partly because i can eat the food there. I know it is tiring but then i rather like to walk around and be veh busy than doing nothing but slacking. I AM A SUPER HYPER GIRL. I need to move about everytime. Well.. maybe except the days when i come my menses. hehez. BTW... i feel VEH sorry that because of just one ME, that the whole going to VIVO trip is been cancelled. I want to make up to it and organise one more. But i think you all have no faith in me liao. So you all decide then tell me when is the date. This time i will make sure i go!! So okay.. This is a super long blog! .. well.. for me it is a super long blog. I have not post such a long blog for a long time. AND SO im gona S T O P here. NANA RAWKZ!
New hideout for me, yiting and joanne:
PANTRY!! Take alot of photos there. And ya... we use joanne's hp COZ my hp is gone!!! Haiz. So Poor thing~ ! Why everything is like my fucking fault?? I know i'm in the wrong but then i already say sorry.. Do you have to blame me as if like i never go and the whole world will come crashing down.. It is not as if i dun wana go or like that. WHO doesnt love VIVO? I went there four times and i gona work at there soon. SO i love VIVO alot too. I also feel that it is a pity not being able to go with you all but do you have to say like that?
BUT DID U KNOW THAT IN ORDER TO GO TODAY, MY MUM DELIBRATELY NOT OPEN ONE SHOP AND SUFFER LOSSES TO LET ME GO DEN NOW U SAY U CANNOT GO?DO U KNOW THAT U VERY IRRESPONSIBLE? Okay!! Itz all my fucking fault! You LOVE me too much and that if i never go then you will feel like dying. I know. I know that my presence is too IMPORTANT!! I admit it.
Yiting and Joanne keep saying that i never update my blog.
OKAY! Just to tell you all .. .. .. 23Oct06 9.09am I HAVE UPDATED MY BLOG !!
I fucking LOST my handphone!! I miss my DEAR handphone... My photos ... My sms... and my dear meow meow... ... Why?!? Why clever NANA becomes stupid again? This is not the first time and i think that it will not be the LAST time. I felt so SHITTY la. SO now my wish is granted. I can change my hp... FINALLY... But is this GOOD or BAD . . .
AnnKay say it is 28.. Jojo say it is 21.. I say 19. And Pet say that soon it will come. The stupid date is becoming nearer and nearer. BUT i keep having the feelings that i have been giving myself Fucking False Hope. Okay.. It is not that fucking. I am just trying to exagerate.
What i know is that i am enjoying every moment of my life right now. And i am not going to be fucking EMO and only thinks of the bad side because that will make me feel so sad. And i will eventually belong to the 'EMO' category which i do not like it to happen. SO YES! I am HAPPY right now because I have to be right?? If i become EMO too, then I duno what will happen to this damn pathetic EMO world. They should be feeling honoured and priviledged that they still have such a HAPPY and SIAO person like me still around in this world. So currently planning to hold a 'STOP ALL EMO' Campaign. I want everyone to go back to their happy mood [or even SIAO mood if they want] and just stays there. No more crying for tiny weeny matter. No more depressing mood that makes you feel like jumping off the building. NO MORE! STOP ALL EMO! By the way.. Today is EMP Photo Shoot 06. At first it was quite paiseh. But after awhile, everyone get used to the crowds and start to take MANY pictures. We take photos all the way till 7plus. Beside the Photo IG who is helping us to take photos, Arifah also use her camera to take MORE photos. That means.... WE HAD MANY PHOTOS. I had fun. We had fun. It is quite funny how it turns out. Then later go eat dinner. I almost puke coz it is really DAMN full. Didnt have the mood to eat because halfway i was eating, i was kana PS and left all alone. Although it is for just few minutes but i still dun like it. I never like to be ALONE. But after they come back, i got back to my usual SIAO mood le. Haha. Typical N A N A. 19Oct I wan go watch Death Note. I think it should not be very scary ba. Let just hope it is not because the comic is not that scary. AND... ... I want go VIVO again. Haha. It has become my usual hangouts. It is real damn nice to SLACK there. REALLY! But i hate to think that it has become more and more popular so maybe there will be more and more crowds. And by that time we go there, it may not be NICE anymore. Many happy and emo memories happen at there. I just love the place. Oh and ONE more thing. After the EMP photo shoot, I learn that ... ... MUSIC comes out from the A S S :)
Dun let me think too much if that was not what you want to.
Leslie Kang is MAD.
Gummy Bear suckz. VIncent go to HELL. My life is not as nice huh?!? The path is getting clearer but nevertheless i am still inside the MAZE. The fucking maze. Yeah. I will take my time. I have plenty of time anyway. I am very clever. SO i believed I could make it out! Slowly one by one, i will be able to be there. Yesterday i almost do the wrong thing. I almost been too RASH! Lucky I didnt do anything. LUCKY!
TOday may be my third time to VIVO! Woohoo~ ! LOVE the place. Everytime go also not sianz. Very nice place. It would be better if it is not that warm and stuffy. So I hope today can get some sea breeze. This few days stomach cramp. Once I eat will pain, Never eat also will pain. It has been ON and OFF. Must be the weather who causes this. MAZE
hmm. Im so damn guilty now. Im just a very bad girl. How could i do that when i know im not supposed to do it. Okay, i easily get the wrong idea. SO please dun lead me on. But wait.. i think im already sinking deeper into it and i cant stop. SHIT FUCK!
Today went to the biggest shopping mall in Singapore, Vivo City at Harbourfront! One word - Damn BIG!! Can get lost inside. But now there is nothing to shop there as it is quite impossible to fill up all those humongous place. Me, BenJiaMin and mingyee cannot find a decent place to eat for a very long time. In the end, we give up and sort of walk our way back to Harbourfront Centre and then we just went to eat mac. After dinner, we went back to Vivo to carry on our walk. We realised there is nothing nice to walk and so we went outside of vivo to admire the beautiful sea view. We can even see Sentosa and the cable car. Makes me feel like sitting the cable car but it is damn expensive. I suppose pershap next time. The minute we went out and we were like 'WOW' The place is so NICE!! I love how the place was put up. It is very relaxing to be there. There is also a place for like a mini rock concert! There are quite a few shallow ponds and i saw a playground. SO tml i will going there with meow meow and maybe others and i make sure i go play the slide! Woohoo! Cant wait for tml. PONing sch after UT and go see doctor then straight to VIVO! Love the place very much. Get to know MY and SM more well this time. I sometimes just love to sit one corner SLACK and listen to stories. It is sometimes sad but at least we mature after all this ordeals. I really LOVE mingyee. I think she is in a really stucked situation, cant move neither ways. BUt she is able to break through many obstacles and say out the three words. BRAVE! So mingyee, although i always asking for DIVORCE. but not once did i meant to do that. So dun worry, you can save the alimony. Ahaha. Talk more secrets, open up my heart and let it all out. It is really damn relaxed. Somehow there is a urge for us to like do some girly talk at VIVO. I think the place is just so suitable for it. I also think that once after VIVO is fully occupied, it will be a wonderful place to hang out with frens especially couples. They will LOVE it. Suddenly miss the place so much but hey! Im going back there tml so dun worry!! VIVO rawkz!
Oh so sad! meowmeow kana caught for throwing cigarette on the floor outside school for the second time! Heard that go to go courts leh. Shit man. That SAD! Also duno gona fine how much. And this definitely will affect his life. his father may found out about it and that will be terrible. 'You like more worried than me leh'. of course la. After about few weeks of fwen, i got to know meowmeow more. im of course will worry. and i duno what i can do to help him. he is right. this type of thing i cannot help de. i just hope he is alright. First time saw my fwen like this. Haiz~
Yesterday 5am then go to sleep. 6.30am wake up to prepare to go school. Haha. Long time didnt did this. Suprisingly I didnt feel really tired. Eyes alittle sore but everything else is fine. Didnt sleep at all till now. Im powerful siah! Haha. Wonder what time i will sleep tonight?!?
Eh! Important news! You know what?!? I decided not to have any new blog anymore. Haha. I got feelings for thisblog mah. So i am just gona fuck care and write what i wana say in here. If you ever get to see your name appear here, please dun get pissed off. I just need to find some place to release all my hidden feelings and anger.
So here goes the first one. Im kinda dun agree to what Ann has done. I felt that no matter what Idayat has done to make you feel empty inside, you still got to control and prevent urself from two timing him! You hate ppl to two time you but yet you are doing it. Ann is my bestie so that why i will tell her the truth. And i trust her that she understand. Im sure she will make things work right. And! She is really brave!! How many ppl dares to tell their own bf about this type of stuff?!? Well.. Ann knows she is wrong and she is willing to change. Her action is commendable. AT least she bothers to change rather than sink deeper to it. So no matter what, I will still stand by her side. Jiayou. Now im really over crabby le ba. crabby not worth it. In the first place we cant even get well togather. I alway have to make extra effort to talk to him. Itz tiring and waste my time. Crabby just make me feel so erm.. insecure. and i duno why. I think i really have no fate with this kind of stuff. I still TRY to believe that one day it will be my turn. But i just hope it wun take long. Haha. I feel quite contented with my life man. Many Old fwens and new fwens. Now can bond with my new classmates very well. Lynn, Siew Siew, Ting ting, Miao Boon, Joanne... All are crazy people like me. Then Joanne and Miao Boon hor.. Hmm.. got some .. coughs.. you shld know what is it. Haha. Now i talk alot to MiaoBoon. He like my previous class alvin who is the only guy fwen closer to me. and somemore.. Miao Boon english name is Alvin. Even though they got the same name but they are damn different. Haiz. Life like this. Chill up man!
Sold 3 fans today. Good start on the first day of school. Met new frens. Again from Dover ITE. SOmemore is Sona Promoter again. Am i fated with Sona or what?!? At least the guys there are quite tall. I mean.. It really gives me hope that there are still TALL guys around. Haha. anyway, the place there is quite nice. So i tink i could cope well. YEA! And damn the stupid HAZE. my sis says that if the PSI reaches 150 then they can stay at home and have a holiday!! YEAH for them. But.. will we POLY students enjoy the benefits too? Most of the time, JC ppl being the more clever and smart ones always get more priviledges. Not that im saying pet ans shuang hor. I think itz the govt who is being unfair. Haiz. What to do? We more stupid mah!!
LIFE SO UNFAIR!!
HAHAHAHA!!!I am a Super Pro! I finally stop leaching other people internet and have use mine instead. That person suck and sometimes make me unable to pass my RJ on time. Now i can be online anytime. Wahaha.
About what i say about the other BLOG in the making. Well... It is still IN the making. I know i am very slow but i am still considering. Should i start one or not?? I still like this the most. HAHAA. I love this blog always no matter what.
New Blog in the Making . . .
I decided to do this even though i may not manage. I just want to try to do it. Where's my WQ?!? Sure no chance. But he is really quite matched for my standard. He sure got alot of girlfriend. NO CHANCE!
Long time no blog. Have no inspiration to write OR i forgot to write at the Right Time and so i forgot. Actually planning to start a new blog to write vulgars and get all SHITTY. Got the inspiration from Pet. Must copyright first. Haha.
BUT i have to depend on my mood first. I think i may not be able to handle TWO blog. People who knows me will know i am Very Lazy. Ahaha. Found a new job. Went training at Bukit Timah. Dun ask me what job it is coz you will never come find me anyway. Met a Shuai Ge there but dun think got chance. Anyway.. the main thing is that i found a new job, not i met a Shuai Ge although it benefits me. Ahaha. BTW.. GIRLS who likes to shopping but hate to hurt your beauty feet OR GUYS who want to buy presents for your Girlfriends, Moms, Aunties or Ahmas.. You could go do online shopping. My friend had this online shop. Nice clothes and accessories. Hassle-free and save your feet from Pain. Plus you can save the postage fee coz i can pass it to you personally. So go take a look. I promise to help her publicise although i dun think there will be alot people viewing my blog. This is the link. http://public.fotki.com/PinkSling/ Sudden Urge of Starting Another New Blog. |
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