Last few days have been real damn hectic and busy for me, with the rehearsal for the PM Visit and to be a stagehand at the J.U.M.P party. Whoa, busy busy BUSY! So I have no time to blog at all. And after all this hectic schedule, I managed to take a break (like now) to come and blog about what has happened over these few days. Okay okay, I admit. I don't have any free time to blog at all. I am now in the library when I am supposed to be in the classroom. Whatever, I don't care, I need this break to reward myself and to recoup for the normal amount of eight hour sleep that I missed.

Okay, so to begin with this post, I shall start from last Sunday. Last Sunday, as usual I was rotting at home but not just me alone. My dear fat cat, heehee opps i mean my dear alvin and Jimmy came my house. Wonder why they came and what they do?? Well, they just rot at my house except that Jimmy do sai kang like tuning the guitar and trying to fix my desktop. (but in the end didn't succeed) Afterwards, we played some cards and slack and slack all the way. It was slacking at home. I should enjoy it as much as I can till I find a job and no longer can I be spotted at home during the weekends.

And then, Monday came. Monday is also a busy day for me. I had to go to the J.U.M.P full dress rehearsal and I didn't get enough sleep that night. I didn't know why but I just keep falling in and out of the sleep which is so sickening as I really do loved to enjoy my sleep. I went there and just try to know all the stuff that is done and then followed Sue around. It was kinda busy that I didn't get to eat dinner (or should I say lunch) till the rehearsal was nearly finished at around 9 plus. While I was following Sue around and trying to familiarize with the places, I was also constantly having cramps, no it is not menses cramp, it's gastric cramp. Then, PHEW~ everything is over after a short debrief by the stage manager, Jessie. When I went back to finish the food, I saw something that was so touching. Somehow, the packed lunch (which consisted of rice, chicken wing, a meatball and egg with onion) had a drastic magical change. The scrambled eggs grew feets, walks away and separated itself with the onion! And the magician is none other than Qizhen. She is really very thoughtful. She knew that I was not feeling that well and knew that I hated the onions, so she helped me remove the onion. Damn nice, right? It made that night worthwhile and I finished the packed lunch (or dinner) very quickly.

And finally, *drum rolling* the day you have been waiting for, The PM Visit!! Nothing special about it, just that everyone was real high that night. I saw fadhil at the most front stage and there was this one time when he climbed up the stage and dropped himself into the crowds. It is quite cool and luckily he was saved and nobody dropped him on the floor unlike some unlucky one who tried three times and three times he failed. Haha poor unfortunate soul! And then there's this super fat girl with big ass and huge boobs, along with two other boys acting like houseflies flying around her. They went out of the crowd and started to dance like nobody's business. I know it is not wrong to dance but with that girl's physical mass and her face is enough to make people puke. She wore those supposed-to-be sexy V necked mini dress with a tube inside and dances in those clubbing style. Those putting your both hands, clenched in front of her bouncy breast and vibrating and shaking your ass hard. The image will be real hot and sexy except that you had replace a hot babe with a fat chick. Eww, just imagine it. Then, everyone just wanted to keep partying on and refused to go home. I was practically begging them to just go home and stop dancing. Because... If I am any later than 11pm, I confirm have no bus to go home. Luckily dear was there to send me home. But however I am still late and got to take cab home. What a waste of money. This may be the reason why I hated taking taxi.

The next day, Wednesday is holiday. It is a day to rest at home for those dancey people who went to the J.U.M.P. party. I should be resting at home too and believe me, I was really tired. BUT... it was a rare opportunity to have a holiday on wednesday so that means it's Going Out Day. Yeah, so I went out and meet my dear and slack with him till about 3. Then we took cab (sponsored by his brother) to the driving centre because he is going to take his basic theory test. Afterwards, we sat bus down to Sengkang to meet Char then meet Jimmy at AMK Hub. Guess what are doing?? Nope, it is not illegal gathering. It's Movie Nights Out! Yeah baby yeah! We went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. Seriously, I think that on the whole, the movie is great. The settings are just wondrously beautiful. The camera angles that the shots were taken are cool. I don't understand why people like to compare it with the book then get disappointed with it. Come on man, just think, do you think the whole book could fit into 2 hours movie? Or you rather watch them played the whole sequence of it but watched it for 5 hours. People will get bored, YOU will get bored. I think that they had done the best to sqeeuse the main part of the story in. If it was you, could you have done the same thing? It is true that they changed a few parts here and there. So instead of complaining and dissapointing, why don't you just treat it as a whole new movie regardless of that book? Just think of it that you are watching this new movie that has no whatsoever relation with J.K Rowling. I guess you will be like me and will love the movie. Because I choose the path I want to. Like what Sirius told Harry in the movie, he is a nice guy that are having bad stuff happening around him. You choose it. So I decided to choose to be happy with the movie. Except that I realised that they left out Quidditch which is kinda weird. Afterall, Quidditch matches are quite significant thru out the previous four movies. Then after the movie, it was getting quite late so we just went home. Dear and Jimmy sent me and my sis home. Then at the bus stop I think I saw this guy named Wen Chong or whatever his name was. His face still look irritating as usual. And he is a real bad gossiper. He recognizes me as secondary schoolmates and talk so loud to his gay partner that my sis overheard it. Even a deaf person like me also heard what he said. Then, he starts to talk about me and dear wearing the same specs. Lame la.

These few days after the PM visit, I have been thinking quite alot about trust. Not that I am sad or what, but I feel that this thing keeps haunting me. I am constantly reminded of what has been done to me. Call me sensitive or think-too-much. If it was you, you won't be like me who can actually smile and joke with the person that has caused this thing. You regret? Yes I regret too. I know I should not regret but yes, I still do. But I do not regret of what has happened. I regret knowing you. To tell you the truth, I lose complete trust in you and there is no way that we could be more than just Hi-Bye fwen. Everything is DONE-ed. There is no 'rewind' button that you can hit and no no, it will not be the same anymore.

And that's about it. So now you understand why I would be so tired and reluctant to go to class. And yo people, I am not EMO forever. So don't take my previous post so seriously. I was finding a way to vent my frustration and it helps. And so Super Happy Nana is back. Yo!

P.S. Photos will be updated soon.