Always. Lareina Ho, you're always like this.
You make this choice then you regret it but you don't withdraw from it. I'm just easily to be bullied la, can!! I'm always like your fucking punching bag. Did you even ask me if I ever want to be one? I'm also a girl and I hope to be treated like one. Not your fucking slave, or whenever you meet something not going to your likings, you used me for it.

And even by saying so, I always did nothing to change it. I just always fake myself around. And I don't like the way I am infront of them.
SO fake, like rubber shit you buy for 50cents in pasar malam.

And i can only blame on my own stupidity.
fuck sia.