same old brand new me

I am sorry to announce you that I am going to say something that was not very nice and once again, I shall apologise for any inconvenience caused.
So here goes...

FUCK!!!!

Okay, that felt better. If I dun say it out, I may suffer from mental disorder and maybe you see me on the headlines tml - "Suicide - girl choked to death on a fishball"

I am so so pissed up with ME! What is wrong with me?! Why can't I, for once, did the right thing?? When will I really learn my lesson? This is already not the first time. So wake up, will ya?! Wake Up Lareina Ho! WAKE UP!!

I am very sorry. I lost you. I din mean to.. I can't even remember where I lost you.. toilet?? Canteen?? I really duno. All I know is you are gone and I only realised it like 1 hour plus later. I know anything I said now wun help. You are gone forever and never will be back. I'm sorry.. truly sorry. It's all my fucking fault (opps i did it again.) I din want to. Now I have no one to turn to. I feel so lost without you. I keep reaching for you but you weren't there. You are gone... Gone with the wind. I want you back. But it is impossible.

Fuck, I'm an emo kid. (opps i did it again... again)

Sorry... my hp~