I am so fucked up today!
It was not my fault and she still gives me that fucking face. Her whole face says everything. It says ‘You are totally blamed for me being late.’

Fuck you!

Today I had missed the bus because I went to shit. I cannot blame anyone but only myself.
Nature call plus constipation due to poor nutrition.

So I sms SM to ask where she was. She said she had passed my house and even had passed MY house. I suddenly thought of her. Every morning I would miss call her when I had board the bus. But today is a special case. I reckon that SM and MY would have forgot to miss call her. So I call her.

But the thing is that.. The bus is just leaving her house. And she missed the bus. She called me and told me that. I told her that I would sit bus 159 to her house if it came before bus 161. And bus 159 really came.

When I reached the place, all I saw is her bloody fucking face. She made her eyes look beady and her lips are pursed together. She gave me that look that says ‘hey look! I am stuck here and it is all because of you!’

The moment I saw this, my whole mood was like urgh! I really had no comment to her. I did not even try to speak to her. She was the one who start to talk first. And her first sentence was.. I cannot remember it clearly but I know she is trying to sound sarcastic and blaming me indirectly.

Fuck you!
That was what I thought of when she spoke.

The whole bus trip sucked! When we reached the interchange, we are already late. I can see that she blamed us especially ME for her being late. It was not entirely my fault! I admit I was wrong to be late. But at least I got miss call her to get on the bus. She cannot possibly blame me just because she never boards the bus. Hello! It was her decision for not boarding up the bus. I am not responsible for it!

Oh god! Talking about it make me more angry about it.
I do not fuck care if you ever going to see this. I am merely expressing my personal feeling. If you ever going to hate for this, BY ALL MEANS!

I am not going to FUCK care about it!