firstly.. im gona dedicate this post to my stupid damned fucking sis CHARMAINE !!
u suckz alot!! i have already say that i gona start a blog and not gona let anyone know it and you still go look at it.. i thought i could trust you that day when i accidentally saw my blog to you.. i didnt expect u go see it lo. FUCKER SIAH !! go hell for all you want!!

ok!! enough about my stupid sister of mine.. let me talk about today.. as usual went to school.. today got mock ut .. at first cant go in same as janice.. later when we together restart.. i can go in but she cant.. so she didnt did her mock ut.. suai siah..

today in the same group with him, adeline and janice.. oh ya .. same with keith that stupid lamer too.. he arh.. like some zombie in class moaning ard.. thats kinda irritating man.. but i dun hate him.. i just found him to be super lame.. never met one like this before.. haha .. enough about him.. he not the one i like.. HE den is he one i wana talk about..

today adeline raised up a topic that i most certainly do not wana hear of.. that is .. she think that he got a girlfriend already.. at that instance, my heart shook awhile.. i remain calm and tell adeline that i think so too. he must have got one liao lor.. so i no chance le.. ive been wanting to know his blog coz i wana read his inner feelings.. maybe he will mention me.. but somehow i guess that if it was me.. i would want to let others know what i wrote..

he say today tht the first impression of me was that i was a AH LIAN !! come on.. how can that be lor.. i very guai and innocent de.. i only dye my hair mah.. swear i not gona dye le unless some circumstances such as the whole hair turn white lo.. hehez. den i surely dye de lor.. i very ai mei de.. haha..

den today after school got SA info talk.. went there and felt not like joining lor.. coz got interview and selection camp.. so lame lor.. it is not of any use at all anyway.. so i think i not gona join le.. i also is not a very leader leader person.. i think i join is bcoz of him lo.. coz he wana join.. he really plan his whole future very well lor.. very pei fu him rather than people like me who has no life.. no future at all.. guess im gona join guitar and service learning club.. i wana do some good deeds to lessen my sins..

i felt tong ku to make decision everyday..
if one day could just leave and not think anymore..
bcoz im suffering .. .. ..